well i wake up every morning & the first thing that i say is that i hope that i can make it through another lonely day

oh fuck this day.
Inventory. Left work at 2:30 AM. that's 12.5 hours, kids. Yeah, there was a yummy slice of pizza (Red Haired Goddess doesn't lie!) but oh my GOD i hate doing inventory.
then i get out, go to catch my train. it's 3 in the morning, i'm tired and lately as a result of the sudafed have been feeling very disoriented. so when the train gets there, i apparently walked past an open door- because when i got to the door next to the conductor, they'd already closed. I was like "hey, wait for me!" -very smily and shit. and he's like, "why didn't you get in that car?" I look over and realize what I did and I'm like, "ohh. i don't know" Sorta as if to say how about that? He looks at me like I'm an alien or something and then... DOESN'T OPEN THE DOOR. In fact, the train pulls out. And I'm left standing thinking YOU fucking asshole...
When I get on the next train, all is well until some creepy guy cruises me. I don't know if I'm flattered or not. I don't feel flattered, I felt creeped out. I stomped off the train and all the way home, had a hot shower and am now going to sleep.

so that i can get up in 5 hours and do it all again. fuck.