i'm okay/i know nothing's wrong

Called out from work today. Not feeling fantastic, but mostly just tired. For some reason I had a hard time falling asleep last night. I hate it when you KNOW you have to wake up early the next morning and have to say Okay, now i'm going to shut out the light and go to sleep- when you know that you're wide awake and sleep isn't coming anytime soon. So you just lay in bed telling yourself: Sleep. SLEEP! No, for real. Sleep.

Then to top it off and in keeping with the weird dreams this week, I had to have a dream featuring the one person I don't wanna dream about. Well, okay not the ONE person I don't want to dream about, because there's so many people it would be worse to dream about. Like Hitler. Or Satan. Or our president. R. Kelly. This person's fuckwit boyfriend. Sorry, I have anger issues. Point is- arghfuckgrrrr!!!! It was a stupid dream, too- there was a giant holiday feast. Many people were there, including some people from my job (bonus- scary/hot guy was there. true to form he walked right past me, nearly knocking me down in his rush to avoid eye contact.) and I think my Aunt was hosting it, although it wasn't at her house. I was being very nice & chivalrous to this person. Which we all know is what I would still do in reality... fuck I would even be civilized with the fuckwit boyfriend who created AngryRick- but come ON why do I need to dream about it? And couldn't it have been a dream that allowed me to get out some of the anger & agression about the situation instead of a whole "and I turned the other cheek, just like Jesus would have done" kind of thing? Someone else and I were picking this person up from a bus or something. It suddenly started raining and they both ran under shelter... but I saw that he had dropped this book that I knew was very valuable to him, so I went back for it. Retarded. But couldn't I have like, thrown it into a puddle at least?? All in all, I would have preferred a sequel to the dream involving the hot straight guy in his boxers.

right, that's it.
-rick
still thinking that aside from the amazing performances, Brokeback Mountain? Highly overrated.

listening to: Nellie McKay/Rumor Has It EP
bookbag: Hanging out with the Dream King: Conversations with Neil Gaiman
dvd player: Drawn Together: Season One
title quote: Talking Heads "This Must Be The Place (Naïve Melody)" from SPEAKING IN TONGUES
celebrity sightings: 0 (An embarrassing lack of celebrity comings and goings in our flat. Must be worked on)